Thursday, December 19, 2019


I set three goals for December. 
1. Do not eat any Lindor truffles.
2. Drink 3 liters of water each day.
3. Close my rings (apple watch) every day. 

I have done really well on 1 and 3, but just iffy on 2. Do you know how hard it is to drink three liters of water a day?

December means holiday hang outs and counting down the days of work left in the year. I'm down to one. Tomorrow is it. Thank God. Do you know how hard it is to be on call for students, all day every day?

This year, December 2020 also means history was made as Donald Trump was impeached by the House last night. I don't want to get too political on this blog but I will say this: haha, sucker face. Do you know how hard it is to be the only democratic in a family?

I'm trying to think of January goals. I'm not going to make a New Years Resolution, just a monthly goal. I think I will do something along these lines:
1. Do not eat any potato chips (I fucking love potato chips).
2. Go to the gym 5 days a week.
3. Stop spending money because damn. 
Do you know how hard it is to stay within a set budget in the month of December?

Speaking of budgets, I took Quinn shopping yesterday to pick out her own Christmas presents. She picked out a fabulous pair of boots and two scarves. you know how hard it is to push one of those huge bench seat cart thingys at Target?

Wednesday, October 30, 2019

October = over

2019 has been a year....I think the theme of my 2019 is just it's been SO MUCH.

I haven't written since July, and SO MUCH has happened since July.

I got a new job, moved offices and completely stepped out of my comfort zone into a new role with a lot of things to learn.

Nick's family moved to Okoboji. #tacos

I moved - finally - into a much bigger, much nicer apartment. I love it SO MUCH.

I successfully put on a street dance in my hometown with a committee of wonderful women - women I didn't really know before this event brought us together, and now I consider them all close friends.

I celebrated 20 years of being out of high school.

I went on vacation to see Juana.

I went to Louisville for a work conference that changed a lot of how I see my job.

I watched my best friend lose her dad.

My grandparents moved into their new house since losing theirs in the flood and getting them settled has been long and difficult.

Oh, and I already put up my Christmas tree.


Monday, July 8, 2019

5 day 4th of July celebrating

I decided to stretch a Thursday holiday into a 5 day weekend.
I regret nothing.

It started on Wednesday. My dad retired that day from the Glenwood Resource Center after 35 years, so we had a party to celebrate him.

Thursday I headed to Storm Lake to hang with Nick, Hannah and the boys. It was a weekend spent at the pool, the lake, on the sand and it was amazing.

I love how Chandler is pinching Coop in this picture.

Tuesday, July 2, 2019


Last week, Missy and I headed to Chicago to see Dax Shepard's live show of his podcast, Armchair Expert. It was such a great experience! I just love Dax and I laughed so much. His guest was David Koechner, otherwise known as Todd Packer from The Office.

We got to Chicago on Thursday, and after we checked into our hotel, we started walking. We found the Chicago Public Library and we walked through that (I just love libraries), and then we magically found our way to Garrett's Popcorn! Weird! After that we got some take out and went to our hotel to watch the debate.

Friday we got up and walked EVERYWHERE - we made our way to Soldier Field, then walked down the lakefront and wound up at Navy Pier. Then we walked into downtown Chicago and found a bar to watch women's soccer. After that, DAX!

It was so so good. If you are a fan of his podcast, I would highly recommend attending a live show.

It was a quick trip, and we headed home the next morning. It was a nice little getaway!

Thursday, April 18, 2019

Flood 2019

March 16th is the day freaking everything got turned upside down.

Missy and I were running a 5k in Glenwood. The state of Glenwood/Pacific Junction at that point was kind of fear of the unknown - everyone was talking about the river level, as it was starting to break from it's barriers. The interstate was already closed and Missy and I had to take the back road into town (the road I always used to drive on drunk because I didn't think the cops would find me).

We ran our race, and then were tooling around town - we had breakfast and were doing some shopping. Then my mom called, telling me my Grandpa was freaking out about his antique stoves, and he had rented a trailer to get them loaded up in case the flood waters got to his house. Thinking he was over-reacting and immediately annoyed how those stoves are always his top priority, I went to his house (poor Missy). He loaded three antique stoves into a huge trailer and the rest of it sat empty. They took the trailers into a driveway in Glenwood.

I took Missy home, then met my sisters in Council Bluffs to go to a craft fair. Mom called me. She was losing her mind. The mayor and the sheriff had come to her door and told her to prepare for evacuation. She said I didn't need to come down and help. My sisters and I continued our shopping, meanwhile my mom called every one of us on repeat. Finally I told her I was coming down there.

When I got there, there was a hodge podge of shit covering the kitchen table and the counters. We packed up most of it into my car - I say "most of it" because some of it I convinced her she didn't need to save. A vanilla candle? An empty basket? Really Mom? We are supposed to be packing the essentials just IN CASE of a flood. She agreed she was acting a bit ridic, but my mom is always a bit ridic. So add the threat of a flood to it and WOW.

My sister Kate came to help me, and we went over to my grandparents...where they were just sitting in their recliners, watching the news like they always are. Let me try to paint a picture for you - the entire town (which is like five streets, but still) was LOSING THEIR MINDS. Everyone was running from the house to their cars with stuff. Even the people who didn't believe anything was going to happen were outside, making fun of the people who were freaking out. Everyone was outside. My grandparents were not.

My mom had transferred her crazy to her parents house, and now my aunt was there as well. Both were being very vocal about Grandma and Grandpa needing to pack up their stuff. It was not being well recieved. Grandma said she would just stay and let the flood take her....(and the Oscar goes to...).

Kate and I got Grandma off to ourselves. We said you're right, nothing is probably going to happen - but in the event something did, what sorts of things would she want to save? Then we got to work, collecting antiques and little things here and there. We packed up Kate's truck, constantly making comments to ourselves that this was all a waste of time and we would just be bringing all the stuff back down to PJ the next day.

We did not bring the stuff back to PJ the next day.
Or the next day. Or the next day.

PJ sat under water for a month. The water came in, and it came in fierce. And then it refused to go down.

I fucking hate water.

It has been the longest month of my life. Last weekend, my family was finally able to return to their homes, and it was like nothing I have ever seen before. Pictures do not do it justice. Everything was covered in dirt and this weird, slippery film. I was so scared to see a dead animal, or dead fish. And the smell was like death and shit and rot and death.

I wish so many things. I wish my prayers had been answered, and I wish my relationship with God hasn't been so tested I'm not sure what to believe anymore. I wish I had been nicer that Saturday. I wish we would have packed more stuff. I wish we would have utilized that stupid trailer better. I wish I had been nicer that Saturday.

I hate water.

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

7 wonders of my world

My co-worker, Emily, told me today about her son's assignment to come up with the 7 wonders of his world. It got me thinking of mine...

1. Disney World and Disney Land, specifically the castle.
2. the Iowa State Fair

3. The Hollywood sign

4. Any ocean front (this one in Atlantis was especially nice)

5. John and Juana's house

6. Glenwood, Iowa
7. The most beautiful place I have ever been: St. Mary's Glacier in Colorado