Thursday, January 10, 2013

It's okay

A lot of the bloggers that I follow do this "It's Okay Thursday" thing. I am not gonna lie - I will not do this every week. But today I am.

It's okay...that as soon as my boss asked me to come in and talk to her about a few things, I assumed I was getting laid off. Clearly I am scarred. Thank GOD it was pretty much the opposite of that.

It's okay...to think that my mom is acting like a high schooler. Seriously. Sometimes I think her head stopped maturing at age 16.

It's okay...to jump on the crazy train for a few hours. I jumped off. No need to get rid of me, I'm normal again.

It's okay...that I turned off all the lights and cuddled up under a blanket to watch American Horror Story last night, only to jump up two minutes later because I got scared.

It's okay...to live like a poor person. Until I get my severance payout and my first paycheck, I'm trying to live on nothing. It is really hard! Thank goodness it's temporary.

It's okay...that I'm planning on going to church this weekend, but I refuse to commit to going every week. I either need Jesus or therapy, and Jesus is free (poor person mentality right there).


1 comment:

  1. I don't blame you for freaking out when your boss wanted to talk to you. Given your recent luck, that is understandable. I hope things work out for you.

    I am also living on a tight budget. I can't get unemployment bennies until my severance duration is up. Next week. I'm not out of severance pay yet, but I want to have SOMETHING left because unemployment is barely gonna cover my bills. Sigh.

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